September 01, 2014 when he first walked into my life. Deep breath, talagang hindi ko akalaing the whole thing will end up like this--maybe I feel in love na nga sa kanya o until now infatuation pa din?
Nag saimula sa kanatang "Bakit hindi ka crush ng crush mo?", or sadyang crush nya din ako.
He has his long time GF and I have my long time BF too. Sayang nga siguro, we are both into a relationship that 's why he never have any move. I always captured our video sa cctv. to see how sweet he is pag magkasama kami kasi sa bank pick up lang nmn kami nag kikita. BTW, he's a Teller and I was a restaurant manager,yung bangko nila ang pumipick up ng sales from our store Gaya ng mga usual scenes ng Love story, nag sisimula sa biruan hanggang sa mahahalata mo ng pareho ang kanilang nararamdaman.
"Bakit kaya hindi ako crush ng crush ko e palagi ko naman syang katabi kapag nag babank pick up??... " he told me and a crew.
"Sir, crush mo din ba si mam?"
A moment of silence
(mga ilang beses inulit ng crew ang tanung...)
Humarap sya sa akin and said..
Mam ice ka ba??
Bakit sir??
Kasi "Crush kita..."
Taposs... hayyy, He told me ILoveyou twice .. una nun sinubuan ko sya ng puto at ng suman at BBQ.
"Baby, aalis na ako ha.?"
Sige, Ingat.. Iloveyou.."
Mga tatlong segundo ng buhay ko ang tumigil and then sumagot ako ng Iloveyou too bilang sinamantala ko na din ang kahinaan nya..
Christmas time comes, We exchange gift.
My BF and Him had talked twice.
Pero, never kami nagkatext or nag kausap outside store premise. Bakit ba kasi sir, =(
I respect him, bilang I know he loves his GF pero sana he never show anything that can make me fall.. na halata ng mga bata . or baka natural lang ba sa kanay ang mga touch , holding hands ang pag sasabi ng "hinahanap hanap pa din kita.."
Ang now Hanggang March 1 na lang sya, he will resign na. I could never see him anymore. or elsewhere. Kakalungkot, minsan pumapasok lang ako dahil ng bank pick up. He made my day tapos mawawala din sya. Kung siguro, mag kakausap kami just like the other couple did. Bka hindi malayong kami na. But I honestly can love him. He's a cool guy and He's never get boring to be with. I know. Kaso we have our own life. and I never know him.. and I don't even know if he have feelings or if its real ba talaga.
ayaw ko kasing umaasa kaya hindi na din ako gumagawa ng way. i will wait for the last day nya sa store. siguro he just pass by. pero sabi nila bagay daw kami. I know everyone wants , pero sya ee.. hayy. ang hirap talikuran siguro at mag sakripisyo ng mga bagay bagay sa isang bagay na hindi ka sigurado. Those, hugs and snap kiss, those gentle touch and stolen moments and iloveyou's i indeed enjoy it sir and what really hurts is that you can nver be mine nor held your hand for a long time. I never expect to be more than what we had. i never expect that everything will change in just a snap of a finger. thanks for a towel and your letter to the GC's and for the moment you be with me, your jokes and your advices that i don't need.Pero ang makita ka araw araw that's priceless ang hanaphanapin ako ng mga mata mo sa Twing wala ako that's priceless... It s more than everything kahit umalis ka. ang pag alis mo siguro ay hindi na ngangahulugang wala na tayo. sbai mo sa akin, hindi mo kayang wala ako. ee =)
